There is one basic thing that I could say I have been struggling with: the will power to make the decisions that you feel (deep down inside) are right. I’m sure that we have all experienced moments in our lives where we knew what we were supposed to do, but we didn’t act on our thoughts because we were embarrassed or afraid of the reactions of other people.
At least, that’s how I felt
As a child; I learned so many habits through television. Some of them were healthy. Some of them were unhealthy. I wish I had a role model in my life when I was a kid: an older brother or sister who could guide me, explain the concepts of making friends, going to birthday parties, sleepovers… so many things that I missed out on as a child.
There are other people in this world who have experienced more loneliness than I have, especially as a child. The media does have an effect on how we learn to socialize. I grew up in the western world. At times, I like to ask myself: “What is life like for teenagers and young adults living in the eastern world?” “What would happen if we joined forces?”
Life only gets really difficult if you believe it is so. You don’t always know what to expect from life. I think that’s exciting, and I don’t mind if my thoughts are irrational every now and then. (I’m glad that I’m taking medication so I don’t act out on the violent thoughts.) I continue to live because I can. God, our creator, brought us into this world with a purpose. If you don’t feel happy with your life right now, then, you have all the more worthwhile to experience great joy when you get the opportunity to feel the change in your life!
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